I know I’m talking to someone right now and I know he has a girlfriend, but this huge part of me just can’t get over him. I’ve liked him for so long. I know he may never feel the way about me that I feel about him. Even though he asked if he could kiss me once and I didn’t let him because I was afraid of how it would affect our friendship. I mean he did come right back after it and say that he didn’t like me in that way, but that he did think I was really pretty. I still don’t know why he asked me if he could. I still regret to this day not letting him. I just wish that someday he will see me the way I see him. I know there is an age difference. I know that he may never like me, but I just can’t help myself. Everytime a love song comes on the radio, everytime I read a cute post about love, and everytime someone talks about their girlfriend/boyfriend I can’t help but think of him. Whenever I make a wish, whether it be on a star or a dandelion or a even when the clock strikes 11:11 my wish is always for him to finally see how amazing we could be together. Everyone says if it’s meant to be it will happen. I just wish I could know if we are meant to be. If I will ever be able to call him mine. I always get the feeling that it will never happen, but I wish so much that it would. He’s such a great friend and I’ve known him for so long and liked him for so long that it’s turned into love. I would be lying if I said I didn’t love him, because I do. With all my heart I love that boy. I just wish he loved me too. I want to be able to say he’s mine and I’m his, but this part of me fears that will never happen. While this other part of me wishes for nothing else. There have been so many times where I thought he liked me, where people have told me that they think he does too, but I could never be sure. I’ve seen him go through so many girlfriends, always wishing I was that girl. I know he has a girlfriend now and even though they haven’t been together that long, I know he loves her. And the thing is, I actually like her. I think she’s great and sweet and I know she is good to him, but this selfish part of me just can’t help wishing everyday that I was her. That I was the girl he loved. I know he loves me, as a friend, I know I’m one of his best friends because he said so, but I just wish I was more to him. I wish I meant to him what he means to me. Maybe it will happen in the future. Maybe one day my wish will come true, but for right now all I can do is keep my love for him a secret. I’ve never told him straight out that I liked him, even though I’m pretty sure he figured it out at some point. Who knows, I mean he is a guy. For right now, though, all I can do is pray that one day I’ll be his, that one day I won’t have to keep how I feel a secret, and one day that he will be mine.
I really want this work. I wish we talked more often. I wish we could just go on a date and see if we could actually be together. I know he likes me. He said he did. Why can’t things just be easy?
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LMFAO Cover of the Day: After months of rearranging, 18-year-old Noah finally figured out how best to cover LMFAO’s “Sexy & I Know It” — and his rendition has just been named the day’s trending video by NBC’s Today show. You can almost see him blushing as he shares his big news with fans on Facebook and Twitter. Pretty obvious what’s going on here — Noah’s sexy and he doesn’t know it.
HIS VOICE.
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I actually really like this.
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That’s how I always seem to end up feeling here lately.
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